I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE
after a long haal flight for 13 hrs. carrying krispy kremes and getting teased by the air stewardess!!
I KINDA ENJOYED IT! haha i saw the place where i usually look at the planes alighting at changi beach and i recognised the place immediately. waves of emotions just came soaring like towards me!! and i LITERALLY HAD GOOSEBUMPS when i landed. OHMY GOD. the most classic thing was everyone reaction when they saw me at the airport. haha got to work out more!! I AM SO EXCITED TO BE BACK.
just trued unpacking n slpt awhile. is really good to be home. my floor feels so different from 301 and i cannot get to see kwan on a daily basis leh. sounds les hor. BUT she was like my hsemate for 4 mths straight. hahaha.. and IS SO SURREAL, seeing each other in singapore.. hahaha.. like so different. and i think is so wenxin to see ps in my car porch and talking to my mum!! hahaha.. COOL!!!
more happy activities to carry out in singapore okie girls!
YEAH! okie now back to unpacking..
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this post marks the end of my exchange. Really feeling nostalgic about it.
I start to miss kingston, start to miss the walks back to 301, missing the leisurely lifestyle and having friends over in 301 for dinner and stuffs and also my amazing hsemates!. All this bits of kingston stay close and dear in my heart. 4 mths just flew past in a whiz and it seems like yesterday that i was bidding farewell to all in the airport and hoping what i could garner from this exchange. And Yeah, i earned precious friendships which are akin to family ties. although it still seem awesome, amazing that i actually made the first step of faith to embark on this journey, and so glad i m here. I can tell u words cannot describe this 4 mths here. like alot of feelings are literally swarming within me. I donno how to put it to words. IS just a mixed array of feelings.
i think the feeling of leaving canada starts to sink in when PS left. and it was like surreal, and i start to feel tat OMG, we are really going back to life in singapore. And saw ps msg today! goodie tat she reached safely and happy to go back to singapore! i hope i wil have the same feelings upon arrival too.
and for the rest of my dearest exchange mates who are on trips, enjoy urself and come back for meetups soon okie!! take care of urself! keep urselves safe n warm!
okie back to my singaporean friends, i have arranged meetups already! i am really excited to see u all la! BUT EVEN IF U ARE ALL SO NOT EXCITED TO SEE me, TRY TO ACT EXCITED AND SMILE WHEN U SEE me.hmm wat else leh and DONT TELL ME I GROW FAT! haha I KNOW TAT!!! hahaha.. dont break my already fragile and mended heart. . or i am so gg to kick u all! and hor, must act like v v v v happy okie! haha cuz ur happiness all brightens up my day. ANYWAY I need to report to work at my dad office (as usual la) so evening meet up okie!! k la. i am so gg to make my voice resonate in all ur head, rem surround sound system!! hahaha. and talk to u all till u all roll ur eyes non stop.. haha (anyway only sh has the power to make me roll my eyes NON STOP her jokes are really cold))!! FIRST 2008 DATES..!! BE PREPARED!! hahah MUACKS
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spent the day at downtown cafe studying for audit.totally enjoyed it. just sitting there and spacing out. i been spacing out alot,my mind is just inactive and it needs alot of rest i feel . cuz i have been straining it hard (nt for studying though) but for grief the previous months.
and i totally feel like having alone time. do watever i want, and keep myself alive.nw that i dont think so much, dont emo so much, i am happy. and i wan to keep pple ard me happy too. moods are contagious so keep urs great!oh ya, can u believe it tat sometimes i just feel like keeping totally quiet and be the listener.. so unlike me ya but sometimes i think ineed to be attentive to pple who are attentiveto me.
was listening to my mp3 and had this song particularly on repeat. it made me think of the pathetic time i had in december.i still rem it was vesak day. then i told myself that i should listen all at one go and emo them all out one go. i did it and i feel when i listen to the song,it should nothave the samefeeling that it used to bring to me.
caught the other boleyn girl today. went w ariella and ps and kwan. haha totally a 301 outing and i am so glad that we chose to stay in 301. though the first day we came, we were like whining about the hse and worrying abotu the hsemates. they turned out to be really sweet and nice pple. esp ariella. though the hse could be quite dirty at times, but is relaly teh company that keeps it fantastic. and i would wan to do a second xchange with the same bunch of pple again!!!
anyway, the show is really a nice show and i totally cnanot imagine myself catching a movie before my paper in singapore. i will have freaked out. maybe like vanessa says we just cannot pass our barriers within ourselves.
dawn! i miss u. how was ur dubai experience? ann! nth to tell u though but STUDY STUDY STUDY. u dont hug ur fav leg last minute okie! mingli!! meet up before 12 okie, and get john out too! need to do a belated bday celebration for meiyi!!
wenx! wont get to meet u after u return from japan. kuai dian hui lai so can meet meat loyang pt n feed me eat ice cream!! hahaa. so meet hoon and en first for ktv for fun and will miss u and ur lameness!! hahaha..
shuqin! ice cream treat
mel and engky! sakae treat!!!!! haha and bitchy shaun needs to celebrate his turning of age 22!!
anyway some random picturs from montreal R&R. all the happiness and fun are all vividly captured in the photos!!!
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is exams time. and i am counting down to my last paper.
it seems so surreal that everything is coming to an end, was talking to hoon and she said like when i leave it seemed like yesterday. and months just flew past like that. from january- april and the next minute i know, i gotta bottle up all my precious memories of this place into a bottle and head home.
i hope things at home are improving and getting better. i know my family the best and i knwo thigns will get better. i just cannot wait to be back home esp when my stupid brother says my room is uber messy. okie.
FIRST up, revamp of my room. haha. pls CONTRIBUTE Ur dearest efforts!
yay and me and sh are meeting on 6th may 08, so do continue to meetup okie girls before u all leave for holidays and stuffs. i will be getting back my singapore line really soon.. kinda look forward to it. will delete all the things taht are unnecessary. I am as good as new.
oh ya, we have so many post exam activities to plan in to take in the last bit of kingsotn. how i wished it was butterfly effect. i could relive everything again. but then if it was the case, i would have rewinded much earlier. ended everything before it could all even started.
i am glad i came for this exchange, gave me a more wholesome outlook of life then thinking that my life wold only revolve ard one person(which it used to be). now i know that life is wholesome and all encompassing, it is just more than being in a relationship n stuffs, is about ur family n ur friends. life has been myopic for the past 6 yrs. and i am glad that my short stint in canada had give me more answers to life.
anyway i totally enjoy all this:
like gg to a beachy place soon, lie on the beach and enjoy.
sit in the cafe and drink my fav drink and space out n pple watch.
sit in the cafe with girilies and bitch.. and eating cakes
sitting on a green patch of grass and in front of the lake, talking and throwing pebbles
(i did that all here. which i nv get to do in singapore cuz i dont bother to start...):)okie off to cafe to mug, and taking leisure walks downtown with my mp3 feels good.. letting my mind wander and find its way back to my books..
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my exchange is coming to an end, i have been in kingston for 4 months and it doesnt really seemed so. now it is all to spending quality time with the precious girls here. and within days that i know,i would be back in singapore. i have a sense of reluctance to go back to singapore to live life normally. kingston has been a good hiatus for me,a good break. and though i was broken, i am sure kingston and my great company of girls had mended me thoroughly. though i look back with missings but is a closed chapters and the niceest thigns are tat we are planning more fun in sngapore with all the exchange girls! yay! nice.
i think great company is wat made this experience precious..
of cuz not forgetting my fav 3 girls.. kwan ps n wensyy
though i m back in singapore, think 2008 is the yr tat i wont be ard much in singapore.
but jetting off again for trips and stuffs. so still wont be in singapore for long.
i am glad to be living in 301 with great hse mates who care who truly make us feel welcome n speking up for us and stuffs, showing us around and jioing us out for Dq n brunch.. thanks ariella, lauren and danielle.
time to be with my family and my friends. i am mended n stronger!
oh ya we have alot of activities plan out. will post soon.anyway.. is SPRING,we are walking in shorts.. anyone if ya need anything pls let me know okie..
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i think i am so shocked...
wanted to prepare a meal for my 2 dear girls before they go for class.
then i was so kancheong to make sure it is all done chop chop, i off the stove in a hurry. not realising tat i din turn it off but to the max. and i was eating halfway n saw smoke. quickly run down n oopz. i nearly burn my hse down.haha 2nd time in a row tat the hse is smoky. lucky the smoke detector was plucked out. but again maybe it was not lucky.
at least i learnt my lessons. dont so kancheong,
chcek n check. usually when i lose my stuffs is when i am super kancheong too..
and we went for AHL Marlies v.s some Manitobse. hahaha. AND I TELL bugs n kor how much i know their dribbling skills are good. and though my brother try to crap me n say ice hockey v similar to floorball. he din realise i got brains.. and i decide i shud org family outings to support my bro n sister play sports. haha. n my brother thinks i am crazy here cuz i type sth in caps..
hmmm.. n i was talking to ben today. i suddenly realise tat i really realised alot of things on exchange.. like talking to my sister nicely and not using mean wordsn stuffs which i will usually do so if i am in signapore. we can nv talk beyond 10-20 minutes and i was surprised tat one day we skyped for close to an hr talking happily. i willlearn to treasure my family and the pple ard me more..
back to my trip. it was a good trip and i truly enjoyed it. i din know i could get so crazy . i mean i do things which i think is wat ann will do in singapore. so i totally cannot imagine she comes on xchange wat will she do. haha..
i stayed in a dorm and it was a good experience. quite comfy.thos double bunk beds that i always wanted to stay in but i din slp on top. haha. it was quite scary to wake up and see fingers dropping down..intact fingers though.. haha. i am truly happy to see all my friends so happy. i hope this laughter goes onforever n ever.. living life to the fullest here. and i am so gg to watch NBA and go crazy. liike the feeling of gg super crazy.. ahaha u know life more than tat myopic vision that i have been having for the past 6 yrs.
sth is serioulsy bugging me. i spoke to pple leh.. but but i alsodonno how to say. anyway dont worry about me. i am laughing everyday. i will be back in singapore soon. and i can tell u i am ready to face anything,rather i will live my new chapter.. music has ended, a new song has started for me..
on another note, i still have load photos. will do it soon. hhha. quebec new york n toronto hockey match photos.. hahahahaa.. sooon to come okie.. or comemy hse see when i go back la.. okie!!
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well,quite alot happened on the easter weekend. it was supposed to be a relaxing trip but i think it turn out to be a emotional rollercoaster for me more than anything else. but towards the end,i still can tell u that yes i did enjoy myself and the company around me.
i am especially thankful to 2 person on this trip: my beloved daddy,and wensi.
thanks to daddy for calling me and asking me if there is anything wrong,when there was really sth wrong. i just din know how could i ask him for advice on this matter.but again he just knew,and he called and he talked to me about it. I THINK that the amazing part about my father. he just knows it when sth is wrong,and stuffs. maybe tats why i am his daughter and he is my father. and the very fact that he took 2 hrs to read my single blog entry with the help of a dictionary.
i felt so happy after the phone call n tat it really brighten my day throughout the whole trip :).
and wensi.. my dearest roommate in quebec,where we shared a room tog. friday nite was so horrible that i feel i can just run off n burst out into tears. then the girls were arranging for dinnner tog, but i just felt that i could not take it anylonger. i just felt like i was on an emotional roller coaster.... n i jsut turned to her and say.. can we just do takeaway. immed she took my cue n brought me back to the hotel.. i am just really glad that she did tat for me, n stood by me n listened to me n gave me good advice for all the problems i had.. thank u really alot.and the st hubert dinnre too..my fav chicken breast..
anyway friends,i am okie. sorry for the msn offline msges. things are okie now. so i am glad... hehehe..
n thanks to my brother who helped my dad to translate the words on my blog. i promise to use less chim words now..
yup. photos will be up when i get them..n we went ktv!!HOW GIAN. SH!i sang jie tou!! hahaha.. i will practice n dedicate this to u when i go back :)
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