spent the day at downtown cafe studying for audit.totally enjoyed it. just sitting there and spacing out. i been spacing out alot,my mind is just inactive and it needs alot of rest i feel . cuz i have been straining it hard (nt for studying though) but for grief the previous months.
and i totally feel like having alone time. do watever i want, and keep myself alive.nw that i dont think so much, dont emo so much, i am happy. and i wan to keep pple ard me happy too. moods are contagious so keep urs great!oh ya, can u believe it tat sometimes i just feel like keeping totally quiet and be the listener.. so unlike me ya but sometimes i think ineed to be attentive to pple who are attentiveto me.
was listening to my mp3 and had this song particularly on repeat. it made me think of the pathetic time i had in december.i still rem it was vesak day. then i told myself that i should listen all at one go and emo them all out one go. i did it and i feel when i listen to the song,it should nothave the samefeeling that it used to bring to me.
caught the other boleyn girl today. went w ariella and ps and kwan. haha totally a 301 outing and i am so glad that we chose to stay in 301. though the first day we came, we were like whining about the hse and worrying abotu the hsemates. they turned out to be really sweet and nice pple. esp ariella. though the hse could be quite dirty at times, but is relaly teh company that keeps it fantastic. and i would wan to do a second xchange with the same bunch of pple again!!!
anyway, the show is really a nice show and i totally cnanot imagine myself catching a movie before my paper in singapore. i will have freaked out. maybe like vanessa says we just cannot pass our barriers within ourselves.
dawn! i miss u. how was ur dubai experience? ann! nth to tell u though but STUDY STUDY STUDY. u dont hug ur fav leg last minute okie! mingli!! meet up before 12 okie, and get john out too! need to do a belated bday celebration for meiyi!!
wenx! wont get to meet u after u return from japan. kuai dian hui lai so can meet meat loyang pt n feed me eat ice cream!! hahaa. so meet hoon and en first for ktv for fun and will miss u and ur lameness!! hahaha..
shuqin! ice cream treat
mel and engky! sakae treat!!!!! haha and bitchy shaun needs to celebrate his turning of age 22!!
anyway some random picturs from montreal R&R. all the happiness and fun are all vividly captured in the photos!!!
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is exams time. and i am counting down to my last paper.
it seems so surreal that everything is coming to an end, was talking to hoon and she said like when i leave it seemed like yesterday. and months just flew past like that. from january- april and the next minute i know, i gotta bottle up all my precious memories of this place into a bottle and head home.
i hope things at home are improving and getting better. i know my family the best and i knwo thigns will get better. i just cannot wait to be back home esp when my stupid brother says my room is uber messy. okie.
FIRST up, revamp of my room. haha. pls CONTRIBUTE Ur dearest efforts!
yay and me and sh are meeting on 6th may 08, so do continue to meetup okie girls before u all leave for holidays and stuffs. i will be getting back my singapore line really soon.. kinda look forward to it. will delete all the things taht are unnecessary. I am as good as new.
oh ya, we have so many post exam activities to plan in to take in the last bit of kingsotn. how i wished it was butterfly effect. i could relive everything again. but then if it was the case, i would have rewinded much earlier. ended everything before it could all even started.
i am glad i came for this exchange, gave me a more wholesome outlook of life then thinking that my life wold only revolve ard one person(which it used to be). now i know that life is wholesome and all encompassing, it is just more than being in a relationship n stuffs, is about ur family n ur friends. life has been myopic for the past 6 yrs. and i am glad that my short stint in canada had give me more answers to life.
anyway i totally enjoy all this:
like gg to a beachy place soon, lie on the beach and enjoy.
sit in the cafe and drink my fav drink and space out n pple watch.
sit in the cafe with girilies and bitch.. and eating cakes
sitting on a green patch of grass and in front of the lake, talking and throwing pebbles
(i did that all here. which i nv get to do in singapore cuz i dont bother to start...):)okie off to cafe to mug, and taking leisure walks downtown with my mp3 feels good.. letting my mind wander and find its way back to my books..
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my exchange is coming to an end, i have been in kingston for 4 months and it doesnt really seemed so. now it is all to spending quality time with the precious girls here. and within days that i know,i would be back in singapore. i have a sense of reluctance to go back to singapore to live life normally. kingston has been a good hiatus for me,a good break. and though i was broken, i am sure kingston and my great company of girls had mended me thoroughly. though i look back with missings but is a closed chapters and the niceest thigns are tat we are planning more fun in sngapore with all the exchange girls! yay! nice.
i think great company is wat made this experience precious..
of cuz not forgetting my fav 3 girls.. kwan ps n wensyy
though i m back in singapore, think 2008 is the yr tat i wont be ard much in singapore.
but jetting off again for trips and stuffs. so still wont be in singapore for long.
i am glad to be living in 301 with great hse mates who care who truly make us feel welcome n speking up for us and stuffs, showing us around and jioing us out for Dq n brunch.. thanks ariella, lauren and danielle.
time to be with my family and my friends. i am mended n stronger!
oh ya we have alot of activities plan out. will post soon.anyway.. is SPRING,we are walking in shorts.. anyone if ya need anything pls let me know okie..
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